Friday, November 18, 2016

You Endure

Sometimes having good willpower and good resources is not enough.
You need patience.

Sometimes you are stopped by something not in your control.
Sometimes you need to stop to respect something not in your control.
You need patience.

You have tested yourself you think
You have got a direction now.
You have got great guidance till now and will be getting it henceforth.
But you can't go, for something not in your control is stopping you.
You need patience.

Sometimes you think you are nothing, Sometimes you think you have been a wannabe all your life and when now when you have finally found something you had a fall.
Not a bad one. But bad enough to stop you.
You keep thinking what made you fall. You try to remember that missed step, that wrong foot. You don't crib over what you did, but you are only trying to point it out so you don't repeat it again.
Then you see many things, many mistakes. Many wrong steps.
Then you try to learn.
It takes time.
You need patience.

You try to correct yourself, you try to correct your form. You try not to do the mistakes again.
Step by step, watching every step. hopping over, crouching under. Still you bang your head , still you slip and go behind a few steps more.
You need patience.

You don't know if you have made any progress, You don't know if you have improved. You don't know where you are. But now you know where you want to go.
You don't know if you will go, you don't know if you will reach. But still you want to. Still you want to do it properly. Still you want to do it nicely
You want to be your best. You want to do your best.
You need patience

Endurance(Definition)  -  noun
the ability to endure an unpleasant or difficult process or situation without giving way.